My reaction was like a five-year-old's excitement at Christmas, only maybe it even topped that because of all the hard work that went into it. Not just the many hours of observations and sketching, but the actual making of the printed book.
I'm a person who loves books, the books with a spine and pages you can leaf through, the ones you curl up with in a comfortable chair. I think they are precious. And when it comes time to part with them to make room for more, hesitation is large. I love reading them and writing them. And, I love sketching and creating them.
The making of a book in print is a complex endeavor, one of determined cooperation and negotiation, as much about patience, communication, and team work, as the artistic vision that conceived the idea and moved the project forward. And now I've found the right team (see links and resources). The book is beautiful, so life-like in its replication of the sketchbook itself, that it's hard to tell the difference between the original book and it's mirror in print.
And that makes me smile. It is the greatest hurdle you go through in printing art in any form. And this book is about art and nature, about observing and capturing what you've observed in words and drawings, and about learning what your subject has to teach you, even the parts you are not allowed to know.
It's a tiny book, by book standards, replicating the size of the sketchbook, but enormous in heart and inspiration. I look back on this endeavor--the observing of hawks, most secretive and illusive of creatures--and wonder at the energy and patience that got me through this season of observation. But I also remember the incredible excitement and beauty of seeing this pair of hawks during our first encounter. The combination of their accessibility and the unlikeliness of encountering them in such a casual way produced more intrigue than I could ignore. That they could be so close, and so ever present sent me into a spin. That I could sit in the shade of a gazebo, and watch their activity as though I were a plant in the garden, astounded me from the beginning.
The observations you see in the book took dedication, the commitment to sit through non-activity hours, make regular visits a priority, the ability to remain still until my subjects appeared and to use my creative mind and curiosity to withstand lulls in activity. Waiting for the chance to see a hawk and watch its behavior, now that might be an activity some would call a waste of time. The thought crossed my mind more than once. But even the wait can be an act of labor, something that keeps you deeply rooted to the project and makes you as determined as ever to see it through.
Art is not an activity for the faint of heart. It challenges you inside and out, especially when that art is about something real, and alive and moving, and unpredictable. You, the artist, are the same, alive, moving, unpredictable. But you have trained yourself to be still, knowing what treasures are found while remaining invisible. And just when you think you might evaporate into nothingness with the waiting, a hawk appears, opens your heart and heightens all your senses. And a sketch is born, a visual story of all that you've taken in. Into your heart the hawk flies, and out through your hand and onto the paper.
This is the essence of Red-shouldered Hawk Territory, A sketchbook journey through nesting season--the story of one season's natural wonder through the heart and hand of an artist. I hope it inspires you to pick up a sketchbook and let your own story unfold.
Links and Resources:
It takes a talented team to create a book and Colin Hoffman, at High Resolutions, was tops to work with. He also lead the production of my boxed set of note cards, Autumn Birds. Visit High Resolutions to learn about the many printing services they offer.
My other partner in this endeavor was Nan Rudd of Rudd Designs, in New Glarus, WI. Nan was also the layout wizard for my joint venture with Operation Migration in the creation of the Craniac Kid's Whooping Crane Activity Book.
For more details about Red-shouldered Hawk Territory and to order visit: Red-shouldered Hawk Territory.
You will find all my posts on my experiences in Red-shouldered Hawk territory by clicking this link. The last post will appear first. Scroll to the bottom and click "older" to move backward to the first post.
For more information about the species, visit Cornell's site on Red-shouldered Hawks.