Wednesday, June 4, 2008

The Blank Page

“It is in facing the unknown that we find out what we know.” Morning pages, 6-3-08
Wild Hyacinth

We are all afraid of the unknown. This is a natural survival fear. It is also a life challenge. Everyday holds small unknowns but with these we have some level of control and choice. It’s when the bottom falls out and we are on wholly unknown ground that we must take a leap.

There is unknown wisdom in each of us, unknown knowledge and unknown talents. But since unknowns make us doubt and shrink back, the Universe sometimes gives us a push forward, a reason to take that leap.

When I was finishing the novel, even after writing the final scene, I realized there was one more story thread that needed a bow. I sat down with my pen and blank paper with no idea what would come next. I had one little thought--maybe they could have pizza together.

And so I sat with my blank page and my pen and that pizza and I wrote words on the paper, starting and stopping and starting again, until finally the lines began to flow, the characters moved and the scene happened. And when I was finished, I read what I had written and was amazed. The loose threads had tied themselves together without my knowing it. This is the fun of creative work. This is the unconscious helping, a wholly magical, hard working and benevolent part of our beings.

And this is how it happens, how you write a book, paint an image, live your life. You show up, you take what you know and you go. It isn’t easy and it isn’t smooth. But in the process you discover who you are and what you’re made of and what comes next.

4 comments:

  1. I like that, so true....you just need to show up.

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  2. Showing up is the key element. We often shy away from things when they get difficult, when we draw a blank and don't know what to do next. But if we stick with it and keep showing up, the next thing we know, the thing we thought we couldn't do has happened.

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  3. You have the most incredible perspective on life - it challenges and inspires me every day :-)

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  4. Thankyou, Mgirl.
    That is a lovely thought.

    I noticed at the theatre last week, there is a movie coming out named 'Australia'. I won't miss it.

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